"I never died" says he.

who do i hate the most?

which ghost inside of me?

Is it the one that makes me so boring that i'm even boring myself?
Is it the one that makes me laugh about nothing that i'm even laughing about myself?
Or is it just the one that has lost faith even in myself?

I cannot stand the guy i've become.
This man that talks more than what he really does.
Someone who's life turned out to be meaningless in about 10 months.
Someone who could define himself as selfish.

I profoundly know that i could do something with my life.
I know that i could be someone better.

You should say what are you waiting for?
And why in the hell would i know that?

Maybe some self-confidence which i'm loosing more and more everyday.
There may be an answer to this nervous breakdown as they say.

I don't like those questions I don't have the answers.
Does anyone?